We set a date. January 7 which was farther than I had originally thought but at least now it won’t be during the holidays. I’m happy and excited all at the same time. It all seems to be happening so suddenly, but I know this decision will be the right one. Part of me is sad because 6 months ago everything was so different and now well now. I know there is no going back and I’m okay with that, I think. Part of me feels like I’m running from what I really want and substituting it with this so it’ll fill the void that was left.
I really hope this is the right decision. I’m not sure if I’m concerned about makings the wrong decision or more the finality of the decision. The end and the credits go up and the curtain closes. Only time will tell since it could not get any worse right now than someone who has your heart totally hating you for no reason. The suddenness and abrupt ending of it all harbors so much hatred in my heart and I’m not sure if I can ever forgive Andy. All his lies, the cheating and sleeping with other women and probably men and transvestites but worse ending everything in a text with zero explanation except he wanted to sleep with other people. Not even a phone call. But some one night stand he brings to dinner and the woman who at one time wanted to share a life with receives a one-line text message and nothing after. That was it. He was done. I hate the ex-more than I have ever hated anyone. Months of his emotional and psychological abuse but worse the lies. So many lies. He is a coward pathetic overweight alcoholic that will die alone. A 42-year-old man that wants to fuck anything with a hole. Male, female, transvestite, fat or skinny. It doesn’t matter as long as they fill his narcissistic fuel.
I think I’m the angriest at the ex for manipulating me in the beginning. He said and did everything that I wanted but once he realized I was falling in love his true colors came out.
But it was me. I didn’t want to move in his House after dating a month.
The ex-wanted me to give my dog up that I had for 2 years prior for him.
I was controlling the ex because I wanted a committed relationship and wasn’t okay with him fucking other people.
Nothing was ever good enough for the ex until he needed me.
The ax’s trip to Missouri was full of lies I don’t think the ex would know the truth if it slapped him in the face.
All I wanted was the truth from the ex. Answers to the almost year of his lies.
The ex is an alcoholic pathological narcissistic liar. I truly hope his next victim= gets an explanation or when he is bored and wants to “sleep with someone new” that at the minimum The ex-doesn’t take the coward pathetic man that he is way out and at least calls said woman.
But The ex I am sure has painted this depiction that he is the victim. The ex blames everyone else because God forbid The ex takes responsibility. The ex will say how crazy and obsessed all his exes are as if the overweight and covered with body hair pathological liar is really that special.
I would love to have a conversation with all of the exs former GF but since he is secretive and doesn’t admit he has social media etc this is impossible.
The real reason the ex-doesn’t use social media or post online is because he doesn’t want all his lies to surface. He is basically untraceable.
The reason the ex does this is solely so his lies don’t catch up to him.
I hope the ex-dies a slow painful death. I truly never wanted someone to live the rest of his miserable existence completely filled with doom as much as I do the ex.
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