There are days that are worse than others…n..i can deal with that…my heart hurts..i do miss him..or like sister says maybe i hate being alone.. but i like my life now..i love the solitutde to devout all my energy into work.

Closure..and my dogs…

The sad thing is…i lost a good guy…i pushed himn away because of stuff..

and he hates me..and i am now buying plants

today is one of those days..i know this is for the best..it..so i’m unsure what is good for me..

or its the chase..who knows..i’m tired..nights are killing me…My BF is miles away and everyone tells me to go out and stuff…the last thing right now i want is idk